So, I've been a busy little bee, and about as hyperactive as one. Constantly running around, not really stopping for well...anything. Currently working for 4 marketing companies, and starting a 5th job for a technology company, and looking for a 6th job. Getting up there towards the Tyler Durton stage me thinks. Anyways, besides working, things have been pretty hectic still. Trying to find a place to stay, trying to find some way to get my family to leave me alone enough to live my own life, trying to make peace with a lot of people and send the rest on their way. Lots to do, luckily no dead line on time so I'm not too rushed about any of it.

On a more personal note, I've been trying to deciding lately about how I want to live my life on a more philisophical level. Oddly enough the song I've been listening to gave me the answer I was looking for. For the most part I've always considered myself to be wolf so to speak. I'd do what I had to to make sure that I stayed safe, healthy, and in a good situation. It works pretty well, and it keeps me sharp; but it's also a very isolated way of living, and I end up having nobody to ever relate to. On a different note, I could change the way I went about things, use a more straight forward approach, and be a little more pack oriented; which to go along with the song would be called a lion. This has been eatting at me forever and I simply couldn't figure out what I wanted to do, but as I stated this song helped me, and told me something that so far no one has: "Both the wolf and the lion crave the same thing in the end". Guess it just took someone else to say it for me to click in to that, under all the pretense most people put up it's generally the same thing in the end: look out for your own. And as such I will, my own being me and those that I care about, and the rest can get buggered.